[KevCarter]

Okie,

I'm a bonehead rookie, not nearly as advanced in the machine as you...

I fight the exact same demons. What helps me is watching the Brian Gay video, over, and over, and over again. Not only his action, but Brian's and Mr. Yoda's words. They are real, they sink in, it's a LOOOONG process.

For me, it all revolves around the right forearm.

I keep putting together magic right forearm documents, mostly from Yoda and the others here. It becomes a tangible thing and it works. Hard work exorcizing those demons, but worth every minute you spend!

Kevin